Busy Little Bee

Oh wow, where do I begin. Its been so long since I have blogged.

I had my Baby!! A beautiful little princess called Haven Lily Roberts. She was born 49cm and weighing 3,6 kgs. She is just too gorgeous for words. She is now 4 months old. The time has gone by so fast.

We are at the stage right now where she wants lots of cuddles and attention (as any baby would), so work and household things have to take a back seat. I am trying real hard to get everything done in a day but time slips by so quickly that by the end of the day I feel like I have not managed much.

But truthfully I have, I have accomplished a lot. I have shared the day with my children, My eldest comes home from school in the afternoon and then I am very busy with them. I love it, I really love being a mother. I am already thinking of when I would like to have the next baby, to my Husband's horror (haha)!

I feel like I missed out so much with my first child. When she was barely 3 months old, she started creche full day. I had to go back to work to make ends meet. My husband and I worked all day and were lucky to spend a couple of hours with our child. We cherished the weekends but you feel so guilty that someone else is essentially raising your child.

I am so grateful this time around that I am able to be at home now. My husband makes that possible and I cannot thank him enough for all his hard work that allows me to do this. I am able to watch my baby grow and try make up for missed time with my eldest.

I am so happy being around babies and kids that I am looking into what it takes to become a doula or midwife. I would love to help Women, become Mothers. Its biggest and best transition that a person can make. It would be so wonderful to help someone else achieve that.

Baby has woken up from her nap. The next best part of my day is starting.